It's a heartache, nothing but an heartache.

You never wanted me to suffocate
But finally I drowned with you
He's a rat, don't ever trust him
I don't trust anyone, anyway
You needed to save yourself
And I'm old enough to understand
Why do I always have to understand?
You might not realize how it hurt
You always did what you could
I just waited for something that never came
Tried all the ways to kill the pain
I'm what I am 'cause of it all
I'm glad I chose to save myself
I never meant to be ungrateful
But you owe it to me
I never meant to be rude
But it was the only way to say it
I never meant to be mad at you
But I was angry anyway
And it never got me anywhere...